The idea.

There was once and idea, for everything in life to be beautiful, without having perfection. A type of simplicity never letting things that are meant to be easy, become hard. Hard to see, hard to understand, hard to live by. Life, was given to you, and with it all of it's imperfections. Yet even then an apathy existed and life was still truly a gift. This idea was so important, it would be the basis for everything to come. However, with such a thing would be the fragility and destruction that would walk hand in hand. The idea would be lost and forgotten, not by all, but by most. Perhaps by the ones in life given the opportunity to make the difference, or to have the impact. Are dreams things we long for, or things we have forgotten? When we find true happiness and ask why haven't we thought of this before, have we perhaps long ago? There is a way to live life, a simple way. I think we try to create things that are beautiful but only succeed in covering up real beauty. I think we lose ourselves because we're too focused on worrying about who we should be in life, not who we are. I see birds, and animals, and envy them. They have seen us forget life only moves in one direction, and watched us get lost. There is a way to live life, when we lay down our judgments of others and try to better ourselves. When corruption is swept away leaving life pure like the winter night's sky with only stars left to shine. Are these dreams or are these memories? Are they the things that matter? There once was an idea, and it was beautiful.

And then she said I love you.

Sometime around midnight.

The time is now

I was once told that everybody has an important event in their life that will or already has changed who we are. Adding to this I realize now that life isn't about holding the pieces, that once were, together but letting them tumble to see what new things can be shaped from these fallen events of the past.

   There are many tests in life if you look for them, there are many opportunities if you listen, and there are many things to be said to change who we are, yet many people walk the face of this earth blind deaf and dumb. It is not the obstacles in life that defines who we are, only the matter of how we end up on the other side. We are all challenged everyday and few can find true peace in their life. I believe that it is not always necessary to chase the idea for something better, and I truly believe we should spend more time looking at the things we are lucky to have. Mistakes are there to guide us to live a better life, to make the same mistake twice is foolish, for you are no longer living your life forward but rather in circles. Every man or woman can make a mistake, only the strong admit it and truly learn from it.  I live my life by a code, Respect and Honor. It is a simple code, but by following just those two ideas your actions are more pure and you will have less enemies and more friends. For not only are you giving respect you are receiving, and not only are you showing honor,you earn more of it.

  There is always the saying "you can be anything you want" and we have to understand it is more than just a confidence boost, it will only create a natural desire to live a fulfilled life. To breath every breath, explore every door and path leading to opportunity, and expect all possibilities. Most importantly, never take anything for granted, for you will never know what roles anything will play in your life until the day it is not there to play the part. You will never know, so all we can do is try to see what we have while we still have it. It is time to live life like this. I am following a calling. I will lose many more things but gain so much more, just as the past has shown me, but the past is the past, and Life only moves in one direction.


“True Love burns the brightest, But the brightest flames leave the deepest scars.”